Meal time

I’ve had a few to drink and I’m had a little pinching, but there’s a few very attractive ladies in my company.

Although I am swelling up inside the tube, I can’t keep my mind in conversation as I love the secret I have inside my pants. I look forward to getting home, taking my device off and spooning with my partner.

Hopefully she’ll give me release, however I think I’m more likely to sleep with my hardness on her back and I’m going have a restless night looking forward to replacing the cage tomorrow morning.

Love you all

X

Where are the keys?

See those little silver ones on the right…. That’s on the car keys, in our key box at home…

Just waiting for my lift…

Locked On…

I have the device on. I even reduced the ring size…. Will I leave the key?????

Chastitymansion post…..

For information …. This is a direct copy of the post I just put on Chastitymansion…

Secret CB wearer – office Party
As you might have gathered from my last post I’m a newbie CB wearer. My partner doesn’t know and I want to shout it from the highest tower that I want to be hers and hers alone. I want to feel myself “constrained” 24/7, unless I’m in her very capable hands.

I have a Chastity Journel at http://chasteinberks.wordpress.com where I will put all my hopes and dreams and I would love your comments and/or requests.

I will still read and post here because it seems that however sub or dom all you guys and gals are, this is an incredibly good and valuable resource and I have seen nothing on the forums other than support and genuine interest in peoples experiences.

I have seen serious BDSM mistresses giving kind and supportive words to vanilla and naive and inexperienced newbies such as me in a a supporting and fantastic way.

Guys this is a beautiful place. If you’ve made one posting you should be proud of yourselves.

Anyway – back on topic. I picked up the delivery of my cb6000 around 9:45 on monday. I have been wearing it almost constantly, since around 10am on Monday. I have shat, showered, shaved in the device with no problems (little bit of pinching or scratching when using the POI).

I’ve even slept beside my unknowing partner and got away with it – but realistically, with the exception of the 12 hours when I have slept without it’s presence, it’s been on me constantly.

I think that’s good going and shows my commitment.

However….

Tonight is the office party. An evening of drinking, a meal followed by karaoke. It’s likely that my partner will be in bed when I get home so if I wear it I can (probably) take it off without her knowing. I really do like a drink and will be drunk when I get home. I have a really good mate who has just walked out on his wife, so he will be drowning his sorrows, and probably buying me drink too. So do I…

1) Should I chicken out – leave the device at home and put it back on in the morning.
2) Should I wear the device, but take a key with me, just in case.
3) Should I wear the device, and leave the key at home, taking the device off when I get home
4) Should I wear the device, leave the keys in the office draw and see if I get away with a night out and in bed, without her knowing.

Guess correctly and there may be a prize….. actually, that’s a complete lie – there will be no prize. I have wordpress on my blackberry -

I may blog in the evening to let the world know.

I wont have access to chastitymansion.com, so if you leave a comment on chasteinberk.wordpress.com I’ll pick it up and reply.

Hugs and Kisses for your support.

X
 

 

Almost the party

I’m just about to leave work for the day. I have to be honest, I’m mostly been reading literature all day about cb and looking through the chastitymansion website. That is a really a great site – loads of info for people who want a slightly less than vanilla relationship to those who want big huge permanent chastity with whips and chains and stuff… Not what I’m in for, but I would l like a little bit of femdom.

Must be careful in future though – perhaps when my partner has agreed to the CB thing i will be more relaxed in myself, its just that I so want to tell her and have her accept it.

Anyway – off to the office party. I need to go home first to shower and clean up – question I have is

“Should I go with or without the device?”

Well, what do you all think? I’ll be drinking and therefore needing the gents reasonably often. A CB could be difficult, however wearing it and leaving it on and unlocking it when I get home could be a good test of my stamina….

I hope someone’s reading this journel. I would rather like it to be my diary of experiances….

X

Replies from Chastitymanion

I created a profile on http://www.chastitymansion.com/ last night. (paulsavin1701 – which is a pseudonym). I’ve already had a couple of lovely replies and suggestions of help of how to tell my partner. I’ve even got a friend request.

Please do not be offended that I will never have cybersex with you. I will never want any of you to be my KH and it is highly unlikely that I will ever meet any of you.

This is my entirely selfish blog about me and the introduction of chastity into my life and the introduction of chastity to my partner. However I will always value all your comments and support. I will always respond to questions when I can, as communication will help me understand my feelings and if I can help another soul along the way it would be a gift to do so.

Many, many thanks for your support. I would like to put some of my comments on to the blog. I have left them anonymous and have asked the recipiants if I can post their comments.

“my boy/husband started me out slow and now we are strong and enjoying it.

We come from a strong backgrond that looks down on this so he had to show me the ideas and that it is safe. So give it time or ask her to join you on this mansion and maybe she will accept it and enjoy another way of life. It does not have to be 24/7, ours isn’t”

“I love your view of chastity and it’s something like our own.

I’m not heavily into demanding and forcing… although after a time, that does seem to creep into the equation.

I like to use chastity as an extended version of foreplay, as a way to channel pet’s thoughts and actions towards me rather than himself.

Keys and Combinations

I’ve already said in previous posts that I don’t like using a combination lock, unless my KH has the combination – and I dont.

Therefore I like to have a proper brass lock with key. I can leave the key at home whilst I go to work. The only temptation I have to take the device off is to get in the car. Difficult to do whilst at work in a meeting.

Unfortunately this morning the lock which came with the device stopped working. I thought it was a little dodgy right from the start, however I have been perserviering.

Today though, I didn’t want to risk putting a lock on and it being broken – so I went to Millets on the way to work and bought a suitcase lock for £4.99. Unfortunately they only come in pairs, but there are multiple keys.

I have changed the lock from the combination lock to the padlock and have the device on now (at work again). I have left the keys in the glove compartment of the car. There they will remain until I leave work this afternoon.

Unfortunately they came with 3 keys. I want to put one on my partners keyring, but I don’t know where to put the other ones? Where can I put them so that

1. I cannot use them
2. In the case of emmergency they are available.

JUST HAD AN IDEA….

We hotdesk at work, however they will give you drawers to put stuff in. I could put the keys in the work desk, lock it, and leave that key at home. Therefore I would never be able to unlock the device without going between two separate locations. Something you certainly cannot do during a weekend!

I’ll let you know how I get on.

Morning after the night before

Eventually I popped on the combo lock and went to bed. I read a few things from altarboy which made me feel all warm in side (if you know what I mean).

Around 11 O’Clock I was very hot and horny and wanting release, but I’m going to be honest here – if my wife isn’t giving me release I’m not going to do it for myself – whether I am the KH or not.

So I had a shower with the cb6000 on. I washed all around. I then turned off the shower and took off the “cage” to check that all bits were clean. I thought this was a good time to do this. I then washed some more and then went back to the bed.

After lubing up around the ring (I use EROS Body Glide Black silicon based lubricant which is a lovely feel for sex) I locked myself back in with the combo lock and watched a TV show I had downloaded.

Around mid-night I started to feel tired so just in case I did fall asleep with with device on I took it off. I DIDN’T TOUCH myself.

Around 12:10 the front door went and my partner came in. She wasn’t tipsy but had had a few. After chatting for 5 minutes she came to bed. I was still wearing my leather thong; it really supports the device, but when the device is off it still feels nice to wear.

We soon started to cuddle, she stated that she wanted a quickie. I wanted to talk a little dirty (and plant the seed), but she asked me to stay quiet.

I politely asked if I could lick her down there and after a bit of giggling she said yes.

It was one of those occasions when she was not sensitive anywhere – very unusual for her. The nipples were firm, but not sensitive (except when I nibbled one a little more harshly than I should have done). I ran my tongue up and down inside of her labia and she did enjoy it, but when I tried to nibble her clit she called me back up and told me it wasn’t sensitive down there.

I then used my finger whilst kissing her, but she wanted me insider of her. It was then when she noticed that I was wearing my leather thong and I hard and straining to get out. She said that she felt really bad and if she had known earlier she would have come home.

Nethertheless, we removed it, she touched me (briefly) and then I came inside her.

We made love for 5 minutes or so and then she told me off for holding back (I always do that – I like to pleasure her for as long as possible), so I came.

For the first time for months we didn’t come together. Perhaps this was because I was so horny for her. I hadn’t come for 2 days (which isn’t very long) but I had been thinking about chastity for pretty much since I found the little red Post Office Collection slip on Sunday evening.

However, she knows that I want her. I’ve also planted a seed that I’ll always be there to pleasure her whenever she wanted.

I’ve also had the opportunity to tell her that I would and COULD (in capitals and in bold) never have an affair.

I’m at my office party tonight and she’s at a party tomorrow. Therefore I wont get a chance to speak to her about it till Saturday night, or perhaps Sunday.

As for the office party – should I wear the device, or not?